Got a lump in my chest the size of Grizzly Peak

trying to swallow wallowed sorrows

easy as the sunrise engulfs sky

But always fall or fail

 

 

Find myself again at the foot of God

 

Slight   flailing always

becomes instinct

failed

mini clif

 

Slight tornado in throat before

feeling ground again

 

Breath can be more haunting than ghost

Feeling skin whole

without bone poking through

 

Picturing a home

making a space holy

can always lead to ground somehow

 

Who keeps trying to kill us

 

Whose set on rot

 

Intended impact still wind knocked out

Still hunched hands on knees

Pause for comprehension

Repeat

 

What?

What did you say?

 

Repeat

 

Don’t know how anyone is supposed to make it

Nothing is sacred

Saging my house

Not turning lights out

 

Mini clif

Repeat

Reassurance

Doubt

 

 

Let’s meet up at the lake house

make everyone swim

 

Refuse to Drown

 

Affair with Water/cheat the Ground

 

Let’s mob out to the cemetery

smoke some weed

drink a 40 oz

 

Pour none out

 

Affair with Water/cheat The Town.